Well I went in this morning to see my Dr as when they called me last night to give me the results of my HCG test they informed me that it was up to 66 from 45- this is not an indication that the pregnancy is still viable or anything. Still not sure why it is going up and not down.
They brought me in this morning for a sonogram to make sure I wasn't having a tubal pregnancy, and thank the Lord I'm not! That would have been a bad thing for us-They did draw more labs (I'm really starting to feel like a pin cushion!)they wanted to check my platelets and also check and see why I'm not clotting that well.
So as of right now all I do know is that it is not a tubal and I will not have my blood test results back until tomorrow for some, and Monday for others.
David and I will go in Monday at 12 to have a consult with the Dr to see what we do next. I will not be doing anything to end this pregnancy early- I will not give up until my body does.
Please pray for strength for David and I going thru this, and for peace for whatever God may had us, I know he will not give us anything we can not handle. A friend of mine sent me a scripture that has really stuck with me the past 2 days
Psalm 34:18-19
18 The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. 19 The righteous person may have many troubles,but the LORD delivers him from them all;
I really feel the Lord's presents around me right now as we are going thru this and my husband is in another state until tomorrow. I feel him comforting me thru this journey, and I know he will never leave me or forsake me. As right now it is really hard to have an emotion when your not sure what emotion your supposed to be feeling.
I will post more when I have more answers. Thank you all for your continued prayers and for all my friends checking up on me, makes me feel not so alone.
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