So we are just 81 days till the wedding and 78 days till we are laving for Mexico. We are gradually getting more and more done as these days just fly by! This past weekend we got our wedding bands, now just have to wait for them to come in.
So the past week or more I have been the biggest cry baby about every little thing- not sure if it is hormones, or the stress or what it is but I have been crying at the drop of a hat it seams these days!!! My head is filled with worry and wonder, will I be a good wife? Will I be a good mother? Can I be both a good wife and mother at the same time? What about my other family, will I be able to still be there for them when I'm needed? Am I hurting anyone's feelings in any of this....oh the list goes on and on....I worry about these things day in and day out- if I get agitated with someones child my head starts to wonder and worry if that means I will not be a patient/good mother.
I know these probably seem silly to some- but for me they are very real thoughts. I just can't wait for June to be here so I can be married to the best man I have ever met, and we can start our family!!!
well that is all my crazy rant for now!!! :)
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